Thursday, January 13, 2011

Tapestry Table of Contents




Table of Contents

  1. Introduction of Theme: Imperfection

  2. Presentation of Myth: Achilles Heel

  3. Myth Rationale

  4. First Quote: “Better a diamond with a flaw than a pebble without one.”- Confucius

  5. Quote Reflection & Significance to Theme

  6. Poem: The Flaw by Molly Peacock

  7. Poem Reflection

  8. Excerpt from Independent Novel, Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk

  9. Novel Excerpt Reflection

  10. Excerpt from The Perfection of Imperfection by Christopher Alexander

  11. Essay Excerpt Reflection

  12. Excerpt from The Empty Mirror: Experience in a Japanese Zen Monastery by Janwillem van de Wetering

  13. Essay Excerpt Reflection

  14. Excerpt from Human Imperfection by Ergo

  15. Essay Excerpt Reflection

  16. Script Excerpt from film Good Will Hunting

  17. Film Excerpt Reflection

  18. Second Quote: “People throw away what they could have by insisting on perfection, which they cannot have, and looking for it where they will never find it.”- Edith Schaeffer

  19. Second Quote Reflection & Significance to Theme

  20. Quote Excerpt from Bible

  21. Quote Reflection

  22. Poem: Perfection by Ammon Taylor

  23. Poem Reflection

  24. Excerpt from Independent Novel, Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger

  25. Novel Excerpt Reflection

  26. Excerpt from The Catalogue of Correctable Omnipresent Human Flaws by Edward Smith

  27. Essay Excerpt Reflection

  28. Excerpt from Reflections: Human Imperfection by Andrew Peters

  29. Essay Excerpt Reflection

  30. Conclusion & Closing Words on Theme

Introduction to Theme: Imperfection



To different people, imperfection alludes to different things; to some, being imperfect and having flaws are what render us all human. 'Imperfection is beauty', said Marilyn Monroe and these are the words that some people choose to live by. Others still, believe that imperfection is indicative of failure and that they must attempt to bring themselves to a state of total perfection: a state that is always constantly just out of their reach.

These views on imperfection fluctuate depending on various things: for example, someone who grew up in a very religious home may be led to believe that they must model themselves in the image of whatever 'perfect' God they believe in, though this is not to say that everybody hailing from a religious background will have unhealthy ideals regarding perfection. Others who are raised in a more lenient household, where mistakes are readily accepted and pressure is never too heavily applied in academic, athletic or any other areas, may have the view that perfection is something that is impossible to attain and that being flawed is a fundamental part of being human.

It is these varying views on imperfection that have helped largely to shape what society believes to be acceptable in terms of career and academic achievements. Alternate interpretations of and perspectives on imperfection can even shape something as important as our relationships with other people or the way we view ourselves.

Presentation of Myth: Achilles' Heel



Achilles Heel

The Trojan War was one of the most famous events recorded in Greek history. Many stories are written of its heroes and heroines, as well as the gods and goddesses who influenced its outcome. Here is the story of the Greek hero Achilles.

The Trojan War began when Helen, the wife of King Menelaus, of Sparta, was kidnapped by Paris of Troy. Paris carried Helen far across the Aegean Sea and refused to return her to her husband. For ten years legions and armies of Greece attempted to rescue Helen from Troy in Asia Minor.

Achilles was the son of Peleus, a prince, and Thetis, a Nereid, or fairy. It was Thetis's plan to protect her child in a very special way. Since she was immortal, she decided to give her son Achilles some of the supernatural powers that she possessed. Thetis wrapped her baby in a blanket and secretly took him to the underground world of Hades. The river Styx flowed through this dark landscape where the souls of the dead came to rest after their lives on Earth were through.

Thetis held her infant son, Achilles, by his tiny, pink heel and dipped him in the powerful waters of the Styx. Little Achilles let out a terrified cry, for the river was bitter cold. But it possessed a remarkable power. Upon contact, the water would form a protective covering over the baby's skin.

Thetis returned from the underworld with Achilles. Not simply content to offer her son the gift of protective armor, she vowed that she would also make him immortal. Thetis prepared a large fire. She held Achilles over it. When she was about to immerse his tiny body in the flames, her husband, Peleus, came upon her. Thinking that she was trying to harm Achilles, Peleus pushed her away from the fire. Thetis fled with Achilles.

Thetis gave Achilles to the care of Chiron, a wise centaur who had been the tutor of many Greek heroes. Achilles grew into a capable and strong, young man. When the Trojan War broke out, he was eager to go and fight for the honor of Helen. He wished to fight under the command of General Agamemnon.

When Thetis heard of her son's plans, she implored Chiron to convince him not to go to war. But Chiron would not persuade Achilles to forget about fighting. He knew that Achilles had the makings of a great warrior.

In desperation Thetis placed a spell on her son, rendering him powerless. Then she disguised him as a young girl and sent him away to the island of Scyros, where he would be under the protection of King Lycomedes.

Meanwhile, Agamemnon gathered his troops for the siege of Troy. His men were strong and willing to fight. Victory seemed certain. A seer by the name of Calchas, however, predicted that the Greeks would not win the war unless a warrior named Achilles was on their side.

Hearing a rumor that such a man was living on the island of Scyros, Agamemnon dispatched several men to find him. Among them was Odysseus.

Odysseus offered many fine gifts to the daughters of King Lycdomedes. He placed precious jewels and fine cloth before them. All but one daughter was enchanted by Odysseus's gifts. When Odysseus withdrew a spectacular sword from his belt and placed it in front of the young women, he immediately recognized a glint of delight in the eyes of the daughter who was not impressed by his other gifts. The young girl seized the sword.

“Your are Achilles!” Odysseus declared. “You can no longer live here under the protection of your mother, who would have you be a girl. You are destined to be a great fighter on the side of Agamemnon!”

Achilles departed with Odysseus and entered the battlefield of Troy. He fought bravely and ferociously with his fellow Greeks, who greatly admired his skills. Achilles even slew Hector, the son of the Trojan king, Priam.

Weary of all the fighting, and respectful of Achilles's kindness in allowing him to reclaim the body of his dead son, King Priam declared a truce. Unfortunately, Paris was afraid that he would have to return Helen to her husband. He did not want to see the war come to an end. From a tower high atop Priam's place, Paris shot an arrow at Achilles.

The arrow pierced Achilles in the back of his foot. This was the only spot where the magical river Styx had not touched his body because his mother had held him by his heel when she dipped him in its water. Soon after being injured, Achilles died.

The death of the great warrior inspired Agamemnon and Odysseus to continue to fight. After many battles and many deaths, the Greeks succeeded in defeating the Trojans and rescuing Helen. The exploits of Achilles in the Trojan War were recorded in “The Illiad,” the famous poem by Homer, which is still enjoyed by readers to this day.

Myth Rationale



When Thetis, Achilles' mother, dips her son into the river Styx, the protective waters render almost every part of his body immortal; however, as Thetis exposed Achilles' heel whilst dipping the rest of his body into the river, he was never to be fully out of harm's way. Everybody, no matter how outwardly powerful and flawless they appear, has their own personal Achilles heel, something that makes them imperfect and ultimately, human.

There are different types of flaws and while everybody is flawed to a degree, some people are quick to point out others imperfections as being inhuman or unnatural, while conveniently forgetting the flaws that they themselves possess. There are also those who refuse to believe that imperfection exists in any form, and so create impractically high standards for themselves and those surrounding them: they try to sculpt themselves into something that is not realistic and therefore constantly set themselves up for defeat.

Using the myth of Achilles heel as the foundation for my tapestry project, I am going to attempt to compare and contrast two prominent views on imperfection: the first view is that imperfection, in it's finest form, is perfection. The other representation being that flaws in humans are extremely undesirable and that we should all model ourselves after a God who was thoroughly perfect. I will explore the scale of thought on imperfection, from those who believe that perfection is non-existent and all flaws should be accepted, to those that think perfection is something that should be hunted down until it's attained.

First Quote & Quote Reflection



“Better a diamond with a flaw than a pebble without one.”- Confucius

***

Everybody, however desperately they try to hide it, is flawed in different ways: there are physical flaws, such as eyes that are set too far apart, or lips that are too thin, and then there are the flaws that delve deeper than someone's outwardly appearance. There are those who tend to be irresponsible, apathetic or spiteful. Flaws in humans can range far and wide, from unappreciative to envious to intolerant.

Despite the number of imperfect qualities all humans possess, we often seem to overlook the more powerful and admirable qualities we harbor. It is entirely possible for someone to be a forgiving, optimistic and enthusiastic person, while at the same time being self-centered, insincere and indecisive. It is more beneficial to be a person with a large number of positive qualities along with negative ones, than to be someone who is rather indifferent and holds no special personality traits that make them stand out. It is far better to let the world see your weaknesses, to show them that your weaknesses do not define you and that just because you have weaknesses does not make you a weak person.

The word diamond comes from the ancient Greek adámas and means unbreakable: diamonds have a high dispersion of light and they are among the most sought-after gemstones. A pebble is a small rock, one that can be easily found and just as easily forgotten.

This quote ties extensively well into the myth of Achilles; in relation to the quote by Confucius, Achilles would be the flawed diamond. Achilles was a man who was almost perfect, almost immortal. His only major flaw was the spot on his heel which had never felt the healing waters of the Styx river. However, this flaw did not diminish the fact that the rest of his body was imperishable. A pebble without a flaw holds far less value than a diamond that is flawed and so it goes with humans...

Poem & Poem Reflection



The Flaw
Molly Peacock

The best thing about a hand-made pattern
is the flaw.
Sooner or later in a hand-loomed rug,
among the squares and flattened triangles,
a little red nub might soar above a blue field,
or a purple cross might sneak in between
the neat ocher teeth of the border.

The flaw we live by, the wrong color floss,
now wreathes among the uniform strands
and, because it does not match,
makes a red bird fly,
turning blue field into sky.
It is almost, after long silence, a word
spoken aloud, a hand saying through the flaw,
I'm alive, discovered by your eye.

***

Humans, generally speaking, are able to maintain some state of perfection for a limited amount of time; this state of perfection could be in school, if a student is receiving high grades on all the assignments they turn in. The temporary status of perfection could also be fitted to the work space, if the employee is completing all tasks to the best of their ability and being praised highly for doing so. However, this state of perfection can never last long and it is inevitable that eventually we will meet our downfall and do something to showcase our imperfections.

Molly Peacock paints the picture of imperfection as something that can transform an ordinary object, or individual, into something that is enthralling and fresh; that progressive transformation, one which was not originally in your plans, may have come to be based on a mistake you made or a flaw you possess. In the instance of the poem, this means weaving a different picture in your rug than the one you had first planned to weave, but in life, horizons broaden and thus the journey our imperfections can take us on broadens too. Mistakes made and lessons learned from these mistakes can hold colossal value in the work place, school, or even in our relationships with other people.

While some are unable to see beyond their flaws, and the repercussions their flaws will undoubtedly have on them, other people instead choose to view flaws as a window of opportunity in which to better themselves. Just like it is important to take in stride your accomplishments along with your imperfections, it is equally important to accept the idea that your shortcomings can often lead you down a path that can be much more rewarding and stimulating than the one you had originally envisioned yourself embarking upon...

Novel Excerpt & Reflection


Fight Club- Chuck Palahniuk
“I just don't want to die without a few scars, I say. It's nothing anymore to have a beautiful stock body. You see those cars that are completely stock cherry, right out of a dealer's showroom in 1955, I always think, what a waste.”

***

Upon realizing that flaws can spill outside the realm of personality vices or physical blemishes, a discovery is made; imperfections can be mistakes that were made throughout your life time or chances you took that did not always have the ending results you had hoped for. I

n this section of Fight Club, the protagonist, who remains unnamed throughout the entire novel, is reflecting on his recent enrollment with an underground fight club. The quote I chose was part of his internal thinking process after his boss, upon seeing the various bruises and cuts on his face, asked him, “What do you get yourself into every weekend?”

While it is easy to spend your life living in the shadows of those who choose to be audacious and step out of their comfort zone, even if the aftermath of their decisions is less than satisfying, the protagonist of the novel believes that to do so is a waste; you have a body and it is a misuse of this body if you don't make some errors before dying.

It may sound rather obvious, but while many people are willing to acknowledge their imperfections, far fewer people are willing to try and achieve things and make mistakes, in spite of their imperfections. Achilles was one of these brave men; during the war of Trojan, he valiantly fought even when he knew there was a possibility he would die at battle. Achilles was not afraid or ashamed of his imperfections and rather, fought to save his country while simultaneously fighting against his flaws.

While it's fair to say that the protagonist's decision to step bravely into unfamiliar territory is not exactly made in the best context (a dangerous fight club where men are badly beaten routinely), the protagonist does show a clear understanding that boundaries cannot be placed on a person simply because of their imperfections...

Essay Excerpt & Reflection



The Perfection of Imperfection”- Christopher Alexander
We have become used to an almost fanatical precision in the construction of buildings. Tile work, for instance, must be perfectly aligned, perfectly square, every tile perfectly cut, and the whole thing accurate in a grid to a tolerance of a sixteenth of an inch. But our tile work is dead and ugly, without soul.

In this Mexican house the tiles are roughly cut, the wall is not perfectly plumb, and the tiles don't even line up properly. Sometimes one tile is as much as half an inch behind the next one in the vertical plane.

And why? Is it because these Mexican craftsmen didn't know how to do precise work? I don't think so. I believe they simply knew what is important and what is not, and they took good care to pay attention only to what is important: to the color, the design, the feeling of one tile and its relationship to the next- the important things that create the harmony and feeling of the wall. The plumb and the alignment can be quite rough without making any difference, so they didn't bother spending too much effort on these things.

They spent their effort in the way that made the most difference. And so they produced this wonderful quality, this harmony... simply because that is what they paid attention to, and what they tried to produce...

In our time many of us have been taught to strive for an insane perfection that means nothing. To get wholeness, you must try instead to strive for this kind of perfection, where things that don't matter are left rough and unimportant, and the things that really matter are given deep attention. This is a perfection that seems imperfect. But it is a far deeper thing.

***

Imperfections in society tend to be scrutinized so harshly; in magazines, tabloid reporters are constantly pinpointing the most normal of flaws in celebrities, tearing apart the morale of a politician based on hasty rumours spread viciously through the media circuit. In our own day-to-day lives, it is easy to see that most people will focus their attention on the imperfections in others and that people are criticized for their flaws more than they are praised for their strengths.

Christopher Alexander, in writing The Perfection of Imperfection illustrates the obsession with perfection that so many people seem to have. This obsession isn't just about perfection in themselves, or even in their work, but can often be an obsession with total perfection in every aspect of their lives. Christopher Alexander has an interesting interpretation on this fixation in reaching complete 'perfection.' In his eyes, our preoccupation with fixing everything until it can't be improved is completely fruitless. We are wasting our time trying to perfect things that do not need to be perfected, and not giving our attention to the things that really merit it.

We also tend to make the assumption that those who are willing to allow imperfections into their lives are incapable of hard work or direction, and are simply making the lazy decision to not fix things. This is far from the truth; those who do not strive towards this absurd all encompassing perfection do show direction and self discipline, but in a more constructive way than the rest do. They put time into what matters to them: this time could be invested into family members, or friends. It could be working to fix their community involvement or improving their ethics at their job, but whatever the context, these people are able to see beyond the petty perfection of small, unimportant details and devote their attention to more important things.

I believe Achilles demonstrates this skill in a strange way; it would be simple for him to concentrate solely on trying to perfect himself and find the 'cure' that would make him totally immortal. Instead, Achilles pledges his attention and time fighting in the Trojan War, going against his mother's wishes to remain at home, where he will be able to hide from the consequences of his imperfection. This is a far more noble cause that involves the survival and well being of an entire country, as opposed to bringing himself to a state of total perfection, which would be done only with a selfish motivation...

Book Excerpt & Reflection


The Empty Mirror: Experiences in a Japanese Zen Monastery.”- Janwillem van de Wetering
The priest was going to have guests and he had been busy all morning, perfecting his garden. He had raked all the fallen leaves together, and thrown them away. He had sprinkled water on the moss, he had even combed the moss here and there, he had put down some leaves again, in the right places; and when finally, he stood on his veranda and contemplated his garden, could only tell himself that his garden was, in every respect, as it should be. The old Zen master had been watching the priest's work work interest while he lent on the fence which separated the two temples.

'Isn't it beautiful?' The priest asked the master. 'Don't you think the garden is now as it should be? My guests will be coming in a little while and I want them to find the garden as the monks who originally designed it meant it to be.'

The master nodded. 'Yes,' he said, 'Your garden is beautiful; but there is something missing, and if you'll lift me over the fence and put me down in the garden for a moment I'll put it right for you.'
The priest hesitated, for he had got to know the master a little and he knew that the old man could have extraordinary ideas. He couldn't refuse of course. A master's will is law, and that his master happened to be retired didn't change the rule.

When he had lowered the master carefully into his garden the old gentleman walked slowly to a tree, growing in the centre of a harmonious rock and moss combination. It was autumn and the leaves were dying. All the master had to do was shake the tree a little and the garden was full of leaves again, spread out in haphazard patterns. 'That's what it needed,' the master said. 'You can put me back again.'

***

Motivation behind polishing minor details in one's life is not always self-centered. Sometimes, this polishing is done with the approval of others in mind; we often think that to show our flaws to others will make them think less of us, and so feel the need to act as though we are flawless. Even though everybody is born with inherent imperfections, we also seem to have the mindset that it is necessary to rid ourselves of these imperfections. This is an unhealthy attitude to entertain for numerous reasons, the biggest one being that it is unrealistic. Because you have flaws, it is unavoidable that eventually these flaws will shine through and be revealed to others. Some people will judge others for exposing their own flaws, and this too is unavoidable, but there are also those who will embrace the flaws of the people surrounding them.

The Zen Master, from this memoir written by Janwillem van de Wetering, holds the philosophy that without a sense of imperfection, nothing is complete. He believes, unlike the humble priest, that imperfection is a perfectly natural thing. This is an attitude that has become increasingly less talked of in today's society; the impossible journey towards the supreme target of perfection is encouraged, the need to impress other people with an illusion of self-perfection is one felt strongly by so many people. In doing so, we are only misleading others and ourselves, and to do so is to live a life that is not entirely your own.

The priest is unable to understand why or how the Zen Master can find beauty in imperfection, how something so peaceful and tranquil as a garden can also be unkempt and disheveled. While it's simple to be swept up in the mentality that flaws must be concealed from the outside world, once you let go of that approach, and accept the idea that to disguise fault from others is pointless and time consuming, life can become far more enjoyable and less stressful...

Essay Excerpt & Reflection



Human Perfection”- Ergo
Metaphysical perfection, according to this premise, requires one to simply not exist in this world as we know it. It requires that one be untouched and unfazed by reality. To exist in this world is to experience life and events and react to it accordingly. This is the flaw. To exist in this world means to die at some point. This is a flaw. Perfection is defined as achieving nonexistence–Nirvana. A numbing state of contradictory existence and non-existence where everything is subdued to a monotone, without differentiation, without distinctions. Or else, perfection is a state of eternal existence living on for eternity.

Basically, all the various definitions ascribed to perfection are carefully constructed to ensure that human beings are defined as the exact opposite, i.e., as imperfect and flawed creatures.

Given that imperfection is at the root their paradigm, it becomes easy to accept things on faith and discredit the validity of their rational faculty because that is precisely what is consistent with their fundamental premise–that of a flawed and imperfect nature. The illogic is that because humans are inherently flawed, the products of the human mind and the exercise of the human mind has to also be flawed–or at least be held suspect regardless of evidence. They do not grasp that against a standard of perfection that is logically impossible, all else will be inadequate and imperfect by definition, though not by fact.

***

Stressful situations seem to often emphasize our flaws and for some, will bring out the worst in us, although some people have the ability to work exceptionally well under pressure. Part of this pressure is directly related to whatever context you're working under, but an equally large part of this pressure is simply the demand to complete the task in a way that meets the standards of the person you are working for. In some cases, the overlording person in this stressful situation is a boss, teacher, friend or occasionally yourself. It's been said before that you are your own worst critic, and while this can sometimes be beneficial, it can also often be very harmful and cause you to over-criticize everything you do. Ergo, in writing this article, supports the idea that perfection is something that does not exist and was created simply to make us feel poorly about ourselves and everything we produce. It could be that the idea of perfection is painted for us by an authority figure, by society, or by our own ideals, and so we believe that it is attainable, but no matter what we do, we can never measure up to this standard of total excellence. In order to be deemed perfect, you can not exist. In order to live and survive in this world, you must 'experience life.' And it is impossible to experience life without running into events that will upset you, people that anger or hurt you, and in order to live, you also must have some kind of acknowledgment towards these events and people. To do so, in the eyes of society, is a flaw. Ergo also mentions death; dying, even though it is the end of the natural cycle of any living creature, is also a flaw. People hate and fear death, just as they hate and fear their own flaws, two things that are entirely inescapable. By recognizing the possibility that perfection does not exist anywhere, the prospect of trying to complete or produce something seems far less daunting, because the quality of whatever it is you produce cannot be held up against a pedestal of perfection...

Script Excerpt from Film & Reflection


Good Will Hunting, directed by Gus Van Sant
"This girl's like perfect right now. I don't want to ruin that."

“Maybe you're perfect right now, maybe you don't wanna ruin that. You know, I think that's a super philosophy, Will. That way you can go through your entire life without ever having to really know anybody... my wife used to fart when she was nervous. She had all wonderful sorts of idiosyncrasies. She used to fart in her sleep. Scared the shit out of me. One night it was so loud it woke the dog up. She'd woken up and gone like, 'oh is that you?' I said, yeah. I didn't have the heart to tell her.”

“She woke herself up?”

“Yeah. Oh, Christ.. wonderful stuff, you know. Little things like that. Those are the things I miss the most... the little idiosyncrasies only I knew about. That's what made her my wife. Oh, and she had the goods on me too. She knew all my little peccadilloes. People call these things imperfections, but they're not. Oh, that's the good stuff. And then we get to choose who we let into our weird little worlds. You're not perfect, sport. And let me save you the suspense; this girl you met? She isn't perfect either. But the question is, whether or not you're perfect for each other? That's the whole deal, that's what intimacy's all about. Now you can know everything in the world, sport, but the only way of finding out that one is by giving it a shot.”

***

Perfection is a very abstract term, one that can not always be given a proper definition other than 'free of flaw', although I find this to be an equally abstract explanation of the word. Sean Maguire, in speaking to Will Hunting, delves into the idea that the better you get to know and love somebody, the more apparent their flaws become to you: but rather than come to find yourself annoyed with these flaws, you learn to love them.
Not being afraid to show people these flaws are the things that will create a stronger bond and more intimate relationship. We all have flaws, odd little quirks that we possess but it is comforting when we're able to let others see this quirky, flawed side.

There are some people who believe that not all flaws are ones worth sharing or celebrating. They may be irritated perhaps, at the idea that the closer you become to someone, the more willing you are to show them all the negative aspects of yourself, not recognizing it as an opportunity to better understand the person they are and to love them despite their flaws.

To Will, the girl he's speaking of appears entirely perfect to him and so he's frightened to get to know her any better, for fear of discovering her flaws and them ruining his hopes about her. This is a legitimate fear, but also one that must be pushed through because if this is how you were to approach every possible relationship, be it romantic or simply companionable, you would never truly get to know or love anybody.

Flaws are an inevitable part of being human and you have to accept them for what they are: small idiosyncrasies that we will eventually grow to love and miss terribly if they were to disappear: Sean, in speaking of his wife, who passed away two years ago from cancer, and her little idiosyncrasies, says, “She's been dead two years and this is the stuff I remember.” And it's true: the little eccentric imperfections are, more often than not, the things we are able to recall, with a smile, about those who are gone, rather than the 'perfect' parts of their life...

Second Quote & Quote Reflection



“People throw away what they could have by insisting on perfection, which they cannot have, and looking for it where they will never find it.”- Edith Schaeffer

***

A life of perfection is one often cleverly portrayed as a quixotic state of being. If we were to reach 'perfection' we would be entirely fulfilled and have no need to improve any areas of our lives. In reality, rather than providing us with this sense of gratification, trying to bring ourselves to a state of perfection often hinders us from accomplishing anything at all. We are scared to try things in which we don't have total confidence, for fear of not meeting the impractically high standards set by ourselves or other people in our lives. While some people may see this as an opportunity to save themselves from embarrassment, others see it as neglecting a moment of chance.

Those who have been taught from a young age to despise weakness in themselves and in others will associate imperfection with failure. Because it is physically impossible for a human being to constantly succeed at everything they do, it is almost inevitable that these people will end up despising themselves. This is not to say that the self-hatred cannot be overcome, but the fact that it existed at all will have a lasting impact.

This quote relates in an interesting way to the myth of Achilles: Achilles, as has been stated multiple times, was near-perfect and surely must have felt similar pressures to the ones we feel today in relation to perfection. If anything, the pressure would be more harshly felt by Achilles because he was already so incredibly close to reaching perfection. Knowing that he would never completely attain total flawlessness, no matter how close he came, must have been exceptionally difficult.

No matter how obvious it is made to us that we cannot improve ourselves to an eternal state of perfection, we will continue to try, and fail, time and time again, often destroying or neglecting the things that we do have while focusing intently on what what we lack...

Bible Excerpt & Reflection



“Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect.”- Matthew 5:4

***

Lack of mild realisticity in the Bible depicts God as being entirely perfect. He never sinned, although the Bible says that everyone is born inherent sinners. Jesus, his son, was also perfect. He forgave everyone, regardless of the severity of the offense they had committed. He was unbelievably noble, loving and compassionate.

There are many people that abide by the idea that they should model themselves after the perfect God that they have been taught to worship. Being told that you must put yourself on the same perfect pedestal as a omnipotent God creates a lot of unnecessary anxiety and self-doubt.

It has been said that religion is often born out of fear or a need for some form of closure: in most instances, this closure involves what happens after we die, or assurance that we will be rewarded for the good deeds performed while living. I believe, however, that in attempting to model yourself after a perfect God, a morose kind of closure is attained: people use this closure to hide from the fact that they are flawed, meaning that they never have to come to terms with the fact that they are not, and never will be, perfect. Ironically enough for many people, the driving force behind the inevitable failed attempts to attain perfection is a God that has been deemed emphatically superior to us in more ways than we can ever imagine...

Poem & Poem Reflection

Perfection

Ammon Taylor
Have we been deceived?
The sweet scent of temptation, intoxicating as it may seem
The shell is so simple
Yet the deep inner core ever elusive sadly proves to be
When will this slow realization, this pure revelation break forth
and bless my eyes?
When will this enlightening wisdom permeate my thoughts,
when can these actions
enrich other's lives?
The anticipation of impossible transcendence
This profound longing for the transformation
The ascendance from finite to infinite
Haunts me through every waking thought
How much longer must I wait?
Dear God, I implore you, insatiable as my beseechment may seem
Please let my weary soul have the strength
To shatter these shackles, please let your imperishable truth set me free
Would time and space meld into one?
Would there be room to learn and grow?
Would my emotions cease to be?
What creature would I then become?
Have I been deceived?
The sweet scent of perfection, intoxicating as it may seem
The shell is so simple
Yet the deep inner core ever elusive sadly proves to be
This equivocation of perfection, this paradox consumes me

***

Imaging living a life where it was not only others that demanded constant excellence from you, but a life where you yourself believed that everything you produced was not up to an acceptable standard: living a life where you criticized yourself to a point of near delusion. This is the life depicted to us in this poem and one that many people endure.

In psychology perfectionism is viewed as the belief that work that is any less than perfect is unacceptable. To a certain extent, perfectionism can aid to achieve standards of greatness but in most cases, as is demonstrated in the poem, being a perfectionist can often lead to anxiety, fear of failure or self-deprecation.

Ammon Taylor, the author of the poem, speaks of the desire to attain perfection much in the same way that Edith Schaeffer does; perfection, to the outer eye, tempts and intrigues, but once it is delved into and chased after, it becomes something far more dangerous and harmful than we first suspect. Oftentimes anything produced by a perfectionist will appear to everyone else as being high quality work, but to the creator it is viewed as being extremely sub-par. While perfectionists have a more acute need to be peerless in everything they do, those that don't suffer from perfectionism can also feel the overwhelming pressure to succeed.

It's often hard to try and see beyond the lure of chasing after perfection, but once done, the burden of never being pleased with everything you create and, ultimately, never being pleased with yourself, is lifted. By the end of the poem, the author describes her willingness to move beyond the painful, standstill world of self-torment. The knowledge that you will not always be successful in everything you do is gained, and that is it's okay to not always succeed in all your endeavors. When this idea has been accepted, there also comes the enlightening idea that when you are limitless in the things that you can try, a world of possibility and self-growth opens up...

Novel Excerpt & Reflection



Catcher in the Rye, J.D. Salinger
"Take most people, they're crazy about cars. They worry if they get a little scratch on them, and they're always talking about how many miles they get to a gallon, and if they get a brand-new car already they start thinking about trading it in for one that's even newer."

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Up until a certain age, most children are immune to the meaning of the word 'perfection.' They understand what it means to be bad at something, and generally they understand when they have done well, because they are rewarded in some form. However, the one thing most children will always understand (not because it is in their blood, but because it is something taught to them by society) is the constant desire to want more, and when they have been given what they want, they demand the newest, better version of what they're just received. This incessant appeal for 'more' not only introduces children with greed and materialism, but it also establishes values on perfection: they are taught that it isn't okay to take a moment and be pleased with exactly what they have, but instead that they must always aim for something better.

Although the quote from Catcher in the Rye was made in reference to Holden Caulfield's mistrust and general dislike for adults and their materialistic values, I believe that it runs unintentionally parallel alongside the theme of imperfection. Consumerism, a social order that entertains the desire to buy 'goods or services in even greater amounts' could easily be compared to the grouping of people who constantly seek a higher quality in everything they do. “Enoughism” a relatively new term first used by John Naish, is the idea that there comes a point where buying more things can decrease the quality of your life rather than add to it. This philosophy is similar to those that learn to be happy with themselves: they understand that no relationship, career or person can be entirely perfect and therefore learn to appreciate what they do have.

A lot of humans don't know how to be satisfied with the things and qualities they do possess, or feel as though everyone else is advancing at a faster pace and to a better future than they are. As a result, regardless of the fact that a failure can often be used as a learning tool, rather than something to be ashamed of, humans begin to fear imperfection and failure...

Essay Excerpt & Reflection



The Catalog of Correctable Omnipresent Human Flaws”- Edward Smith

All human bodies have numerous flaws which can be eliminated by genetically modifying the zygote. Those flaws exist because their elimination was and is not necessary for the survival of the human species. However, their elimination would greatly increase the efficiency of our actions, and thus both our physical prosperity and our quality of life.

A distinction must be made between corrections and enhancements. Corrections are removals of negatives whereas enhancements are additions of positives. The line between a correction and an enhancement is not entirely defined, but most modifications clearly fall on one side or the other.

A correction constitutes the replacement of an important trait that had evolved away due to lack of necessity, or, more often, the correction of a trait that had evolved wrongly due to
evolutionary expedience, except when the correction of such a trait satisfies the criteria for being an enhancement. An enhancement constitutes any augmentation of ones abilities that are characterized as being competitive, other than the removal of specific weaknesses, or any elaborate or unnatural addition.

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Failure is a broad term, that can hold varying definitions depending on who you speak to, but as far as the dictionary is concerned, failure means a “lack of success.” Many people strongly associate failure and imperfection with one another, although the dictionary's definition of imperfection is simply, “flaw.” Failure is similar to flaw in that both demonstrate a lack of perfection, although neither need be classified as terrible things. Some flaws can be changed, improved, or abolished all together, by hard work or dedication, although many flaws are normal and there is no need for them to be eliminated. Many flaws we possess as humans are ones that we're not able to get rid of, and we must learn to live with them.

Some experts are taking the idea of 'removing' flaws to the next level: they believe that flaws that are not vital to the well being of humans may be eliminated. They do not speak of character flaws, exactly, although this innovation may also be seen in our near future; they wish to remove physical flaws from the human body. While many people may differentiate between physical flaws and character flaws, I believe that essentially they both mean the same thing: areas of our being that are faulty.

In proposing the withdrawal of human flaws, a general message is being sent, one that is enticing but also damaging. It is a message of advancing the human body into an idealistic state, a state that is not natural and was not designed for us. The idea of removing physical flaws also supports the idea that it is possible for humans to subtract flaws until we are entirely flawless, something that is neither healthy nor possible.

We all need a balance of positive and negative traits. It is what makes us human; Achilles had the weak spot on his heel, but the rest of his body was imperishable, and so he was neither totally flawed, nor totally perfect. If the removal of physical flaws is being openly discussed, I think it is only a matter of time before the removal of personal flaws arises, a topic that will be surely destructive for many...

Essay Excerpt & Reflection


Reflections: Human Imperfection”- Andrew Peters

Some may argue that God defines what is perfect, or that God is the definition of perfect. Because religion consists of a set of beliefs which do not have grounding in observed reality, or at least only in forms that can be interpreted in different ways by different people, it is therefore impossible to argue in this matter and cannot be included in a debate on the idea of perfection. Human imperfection therefore, while seemingly an easily justified concept, is a result of nothing more than mental confusion resulting from the false substantiation of an abstraction.

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Many people struggle with the idea of perfection, because it is difficult to know what, exactly, is the definition of a perfect person: some religious people use God as their idea of a perfect figure, but since people's interpretations of religion will never be the exact same, this theory is not infallible. Because we have no concrete examples of perfect people, and thereby no definition of what true perfection is, it is fair to say that perfection doesn't exist, but is rather a fanciful idea that humans conjure up.

I believe a lot of the time the mind's creation of 'perfection' stems from a dissatisfaction with oneself. When we find flaws in ourselves, our work, or our relationships with other people, the natural instinct is to try and get rid of these flaws; sometimes, this cannot be done and so we turn to the hope that one day we will attain perfection in these areas. If we are able to create this ideal state of being where flaws don't exist, we give fuel to the belief that we will eventually become part of this consummate world.

If we can come to terms with the fact that perfection does not really exist, is it not then fair to say that imperfection is also nonexistent? We are able to define imperfections simply because they are not perfect, but if we shed the idea of perfection, we lose the basis for our definition of imperfection. If people are able to accept these two concepts, we would be left with a population that is able to be satisfied with what they are rather than what they think they should become. Shortcomings would be accepted as nothing more than completely normal and we would stop trying to measure up with this nonexistent 'perfect person' we have built up.

This was a concept that Thetis, Achilles's mother, struggled largely with: although Achilles had already gone as far as was possible in terms of reaching 'perfection', she was not satisfied; “Not simply content to offer her son the gift of protective armor, she vowed that she would make him immortal.” After a failed attempt at rendering Achilles immortal, Thetis wished to protect him from any form of harm whatsoever. It is a natural wish of a mother to protect her child from harm, but Thetis did so in a way that bogged Achilles down and prevented him from accomplishing anything; she disguised him as a young girl and sent him away to live under the protection of King Lycomedes. Had Thetis simply recognized that she couldn't shield him from the inevitable harshness of the world, he might, in fact, have been kept safe longer and not been so inclined to go fight in the Trojan war.

Conclusion & Closing Words on Theme



There are countless words that can be said in regards to the the theme of imperfection, countless schools of thought and different philosophies that stem from different cultures and religions; in Buddhism, imperfection is not looked upon as a bad thing, although they acknowledge perfection to exist, not in the typical human form that we do, but in the form of enlightenment and nirvana. The Greeks and Romans strived for perfection in their buildings, and oftentimes, they very nearly succeeded: the Flavian Amphitheater, usually known as the Coliseum, was inaugurated in 80 A.D and stands strong to this day.

Some people believe, without needing to belong to a certain religion, that imperfections are things that should be embraced warmly; we are all flawed, regardless of whether or not we're able to accept and admit it, and so is it not better to acknowledge and welcome the flaws than to focus on them as things we must get rid of? These people may refuse to believe in any form of perfection, other than the 'perfection of imperfection.' This is a healthy attitude, as long as it doesn't trick us into laziness and a refusal to ever change ourselves for the better: someone who is naturally rude might use this philosophy in a way that lets them believe being rude is simply a flaw they possess and one that does not need to be changed. Self-improvement is good and can be healthy, as long as the incentive behind improving yourself is a positive one.

Others may believe and recognize the existence of perfection: this can be a positive or a negative thing, depending on what kind of perfection they believe in. For example, those that are madly in love with someone could believe this person to be the definition of perfection, regardless of the small flaws they possess. In a child's eyes, their mother might be entirely perfect, although this innocent idea may disappear as they age. This form of perfection is not necessarily an unhealthy one, because it is built on love and a great deal of respect, although it can become unhealthy when you expect too much from the person you believe to be perfect. It's impractical and unfair to expect them never to make any mistakes or to never disappoint us.

Then there are those who wish to bring themselves to an everlasting state of perfection: they will always be sorely disappointed: this isn't something that's possible. What is possible, however, is succeeding, sometimes, and failing, sometimes. You must celebrate your victories and occasionally, you must also celebrate your failures, because failing and being flawed does not mean that you yourself are a failure. Often these failures and flaws become learning experiences for us, or pathways that lead us on a journey we would never have launched were it not for previous mistakes made.

I believe that imperfection does exist. It exists in the way we chew our food too loudly, in the way that we live in our beautiful homes with our warm beds and complain because we are never satisfied, while children in other countries rummage through piles of garbage to find enough food to keep them alive for another day. Imperfection exists also in the beauty of a forest floor, scattered with pine needles and dirt and it exists when someone you love dies. I think that perfection is something that also exists, but not in a solid form that can be backed up with any concrete facts.

Perfection exists in love, not because love won't have it's flaws, but because to care for someone more than you care for yourself is utter perfection. In this way, I believe that neither 'side' of my tapestry is entirely correct and that imperfection means something different to everybody. Whether or not you choose to believe in perfection can often change your outlook on the world: depending on the stance you take on perfection, this outlook can be a positive or a negative one. I'd like to end my tapestry with lyrics from a song titled Anthem, by Leonhard Cohen: I was not entirely sure where they would fit in, but I believe they are a fair representation of both sides of my theme, and also a fair representation of my ideas on imperfection: Ring the bells that still can ring/Forget your perfect offering/There is a crack in everything/That's how the light gets in.

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